CreAmie worLd

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2009-11-13T09:50:00.002+08:00

O's are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
time to play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS R OVER

2009-05-18T15:45:00.005+08:00

EXAMS R OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm FEELING FREAKING HAPPY NOW~~~~~~~~~~~~:D:D:D
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~:D:D

yayyyy~~ so fab~ gonna go badminton-ing with frens tml :D
hehh~ n got lots of chocs frm australia!
heh. but now dere will be no peace in the house with a pear that talks non-stop.
:D but tts not a bad thing actually. cos i will have free entertainment :D
got lots of pics to upload. but i'm too lazy to do so. esp right after exams~:p
yipee~ was feeling moody jus now after exams like gonna puke anytime.

but now freaking high~ hehehheh~ gonna watch the night in the museum 2 once its out!
;D:D lollollol .hehehe:D lots hav happened but i guess things happened for a reason
so i should jus live everyday happily :D life goes on!~ :D

okie.. picture time now! :D*bbjj!*

*piggy~*

*bev, ling & me (:*

*many many ppl haha *

*joey n me! :D*

*hrc' 09*

*fancy drill!!!!! :D*

*grace, ling, me n kaiting! :D*

*POP' 09 :D*

*NpAp ! :)*

career exhibition

2009-03-05T21:29:00.007+08:00

today had mission n had a great laugh. haha.
but the most impt event is the career exhibition at suntec. hoho
sat with juan n took lotsa retarded pics again! heheheh but i finally got enlightened abt wad psychology really is. and we got free candy floss too!
it makes me so excited yet a lil scared of what lies ahead.
but today was a great day for me .. yet it makes me sad to think we will be leaving sch soon.
and everyone will be seperated. )): i'll really miss sch life. esp sec 1 haha :D
its sad to think how fast time flies.. :(
training again tml. siann )):
anyway. i shall end here n time for pics again~!~

*juan & me*
*free candy floss!**clammy~ hoho*

*juan, sher , claire n me! *

*losh me n eew.. juan again. haha jk!*

merry christmas & happy new yr!

2008-12-29T17:12:00.005+08:00

hello hello! MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D

ling said my blog was dead n so here i m to blog! haha :D
merry christmas ho ho ho! n happy new yr! ::D
hahahhahaa. lazy to blog le cya! :D

*santa claus! :D*

*random pic taken while doing proj (:*

emptiness

2008-12-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

idk why but i feel so lost now. so empty.. :(
duno wad to do.. or where to go.
everything seems like a blur to me...
i'm feeling confused.. idk wad shud i do.
it's almost meaningless... nth will help ..
a mixture of confused feelings are irritating..
n hard to rid of. emptiness is scary too...

those sweet memories seemed unforgettable.
but its the past. n it'll nvr come back again..
life still goes on. but getting more meaningless...

training

2008-11-20T16:00:00.026+08:00

today is such a high day!! wee~

hahas.. last day of training :D n had lots of fun

was playing on the swing the pioneer ppl made n its nice!

:D hehheh.. congrats to the sec 1s for getting promoted!

n i got promoted too!! hahahahahaha~~ happy :D

long time no blog.. n i had lots of pics to blog! hee

happy viewing cos i m lazy to blog again~ :D mataishita!

*pear's 21st*

*sister outing' o8*

*bbjj bbdj & bbmm*

*happy poops :)*

*housefly & me*

* lolip0ps*

*lingling & me (:*

*in the tent!*

*kaiting & her cam*

*squaddies :p*

*random pose*

*retards xD*

*ee dowan take with joleen! haha:D*

*yo! *

*rofl-rolling on floor laughing*

*the mental kids*

*pose no. 1!*

*pose no. 2!*

*pose no. 3!*

*pose no. 4!*

*pose no. 6!*

*pose no. 7!*

*pose no. 8!*

*pose no. 10!*

end of pics~!

ice cream

2008-10-22T22:09:00.015+08:00

exams r over n its slacking time! (: but mt o'lvl is coming too.. )):

in abt 2 wks time.. sobs. so scared. anw tml is the last dae of sch alr(:

haha. happy. today after sch went cp with many peeps.

den went swensens. once in a lifetime man! haha.

had loads of fun in swensens. n ice-creaming away :D

b4 dat we were window shopping n walking all arnd. hhahas

so fun.. n we took lots of pics too :D

shall stop here cos i m lazy :p pictures time~~:D

PICTURES of TOMODACHIs

*pigs at financial literacy course*

*piglet!*

*geraldine & me* *weee~~*

*in swensens :P*

*bbjj, housefly & small fly. haha* *+piglet :p* *a lion tt roars*

*lion on top of piglet! haha** bbjj & me! :)*

*merri mint!!! :D*

*kaiting & me *

9th sep

2008-09-09T17:24:00.005+08:00

yipee! its 9th sept :D hahas. n i m older now sobs ):
but thank u everyone who've wished me n encouraged me (:
if not i will still be tt pessimistic abt life. hahas (:
thank u very very the mucH! arigato gozaimashita~~

n thank u vanitha for the really nice box & piglet!(:
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO U TOO VANITHA! I LOVE U LOTS!!!:D lets celebrate our sweet 16 next yr tgt n watch nc16 movie! haha xD

thank u for things u've done for me ((:
thank u to many many other ppl too ((:
love everyone lots lots~~ muacks~~

happy day

2008-08-16T15:02:00.004+08:00

today had extra footdrill training for the 2nd class..

n its cool! xD learnt baton drill n its nice (: pity i didn stayed for rifle.

den after tt went to the new sk pool with pear.

damn fun lah. suntan for half an hour. n a bit tanned only ):

den stoopid pear keep pulling me up to play the rainbow slides.

damn scared.. but after tt play until very shuang..

so keep going up n sliding many many times. hahas

overcame my fears. so fun!! n its a nice pool too :D

gotta go~~ cyas~ :D

*sengkang pool*

emptiness

2008-07-23T20:26:00.004+08:00

i feel so sad today. but i m trying hard not to.

duno y things jus don feel right. ): n the feeling of emptiness came back to me.

sobs. duno whether to have a grudge or not.

but trying to put everything unhappy behind me.

its not gd to have grudges. i shall try to forget those unhappy stuff

becos life is always unfair. i guess it will always be this way ..

but i shall learn not to take it to heart so much.

perhaps i will be happier like dat..

somebody please open my mind up ~ so i will be open-minded...

but one thing cheered me up today (: hahas .. thank u joey & nana! :D

hahas. thanks for making my day :D

though the emptiness will forever be there..

the happy moments :D

*me nana & joey! (: *

*the whisperer,the boxer n the tweezer*

*friends for life (: *

* nike! where's adidas?*

*boxing back xD *

*the 3 whisperers*

*piggies oink oink *

last wk of hols

2008-06-20T10:45:00.006+08:00

sobs. )): its the last week of hols alr n 2 more days to sch reopen )):

n i m still left with the stupid small lil hmt enrichment bk.

it doesn seem to be like a hols at all. tho i slacked alot la.

hahaha. n olvl chinese oral is starting on 27 but i duno when will be the last day

cos i tink we will be taking on the last day . sian.

i m so scared lah. ):

n i m feeling confused too. ): i hate gbc suddenly

i wanna backout. but i cant pangseh my grp.

but its getting damn irritating la. ):

tml early morning got gbc meeting. n my sis taking me to sentosa!

to suntan!!! )): i wann suntan. n suddenly they say got gbc.

den somemore got instructor. so will be quite impt.

i wan go suntan! ): its such a rare chance to go sentosa

cos pear is always not free. i WAN suntan): sobsobs

so upset. den right. evening got guild bbq..

bbjj & nana gg. i also wann )): sobsss

but tml evening jus nice got banquet. -.-

so hafta miss this guild bbq.... sian.

i miss tomodachi :( i miss every member of tomodachi )):

i have not seen them for very long too.. ):

sobsobs. but banquet more impt. so.. have to miss it again.

*sighs* i wan go with pear to sentosa instead. but i doubt

some ppl will let me skip the meeting ): sobs

haiz. i found a pic dat describes my feeling now

shall go pull my ear now ):.. cyas~

生命は奇跡で満ちている、従って、すべては申し分なくある! :D

june hols

2008-06-05T21:26:00.013+08:00

long time no bloggie. n its already the second week of hols.

i mean.. the end of second week. n we will be going to sch again. sobs

this 2 weeks of hols are jus like the days i had b4 hols.

n first week had lots of courses n remedials.

this week had leadership course n today jus had remedial.

tml will be gg for another gbc meeting): siann.

n deres more to come for the whole june hols.
but i tink the lmsc is much more fun than p.k course. xD
though its damn tiring. spending 2 full days for each course.
had lots of fun.. n took lots of pics too! :D

yesterday went hort park for research on the gbc.

n we got really HOT. i got a few mosquito bites too )):

sobs. but we got fascinated by some stuffs dere.

cant really rmb wad is it. lol~hahas.

today had to go road safety park for the sec ones course.

so me & housefly walk arnd the park taking pics again.haha

i was almost late in the morning lah.

cos some esp. KIND soul turned off my alarm clock. thanks a million.

so i run to sch with housefly. after that had amaths remedial.

n brought home loads of homework. )):

i tink i shall stop blogging. cos clarice say i m a lazy bum. n i am! haha

kidding. but i m lazy to blog. cyas~

picture time! :D

*me & sher at hta (: *

* ling, kai ting, me n housefly on board~*

*kaiting face was blocked! ops =x*

*me & kaiting (: *

* lmsc-- squad four! (: st nicks & sjc *

*whole squad trying to squeeze into newspapers!xD *

*me & sher at hort park!~*

* nice mirror (: *

*tortoisie! :p*

*me & housefly (: *

* my tortoisie~ )): text by housefly*

end of pictures! :D have a nice day~

ptm

2008-05-23T18:20:00.004+08:00

i don't noe y but i had a sudden urge to blog . lols
aniwae. today had ptm n it was a really short one. hahas..
well.. mid yr is over but dere is still the final final one. siannn.
how i hope it will be all over soon. but challenges always come one after another.
thats the way how life should be like anyway.haiz.
i m still sleepy after sleeping so many hours today. *snores*
n tml have live shoot again n we mus wear full u! ):
i wan go swimminggg..........sun tanning^^
can i pon training tml? haiz.. fat hope.
ending now.. sayonara~ :/
*i wanna make this blog a colourful one :D*
i feel so empty right now..
right after i read tt thingy..
perhaps i do not understand the whole thing at all.
its jus so confusing. i do feel the same way..
but i tink i really dont understand the way u tink.
well, life's filled with changes. ppl's brain change too.
n i tink i should stop brooding bout it becos its gg to spoil a nice thing..

last day of sch~

2008-05-22T22:26:00.010+08:00

today is the last day of semester 1! becos tml is ptm n we hafta collect report bks.

yipee! hols is here~ but.. dere will be loads of remedial lessons n courses n stuffs.

rubbish lah. n somemore np courses keep clashing with the remedial.

): sobs. siannn.. its gonna be a busy hols. ):

today is founder's day n duno wad other day.

n we got mass in the morning. after tt most of our class gone for the investiture..

n the remaining of us r supposed to cleanup the rm. hahas..

we did a little n slacked for the rest of the time.(:

we played uno too!! wahahhaa.. so damn fun lah.

n we took some retarded photos too! hahaha.

so funny. aftr sch i went shooting again (:

the competition is this coming tuesday~ my gosh.

so scary but i m happy becos its going to be over again(:

hahas. another burden off. shall end here already. cos i m super lazy now..

kaiz. ending off.. cya! :D

time to view the pics~

*brigid falling off while nerissa continue to pose..hahaha*

*me & kaiting xD*

*me & sher :p *

*my doggie! woof~*

exam's over!

2008-05-08T21:06:00.003+08:00

yay! exams are over~ happyyyyyy............ ;D
this 2 weeks r so damn stressfullllll.. n now i feel so relaxed. :)
the science papers r so hard that i was almost plucking my hair while doing.):
but i'm so happy dat its all over now! (:
heeehahahahhahahahhaaaaaa~

tml i will be going terminal 3 with piggy, sher, chelle n frens too..(:
heehee. (: happy. n i hope to eat lots of ice cream..n take pics of the sceneries.. whahhahaha
heard tt it is a nice place :)
this few weeks i have been getting hungry easily.. so must eat alot alot.. hehehhee (:
shall end here (: cyas~

exams~

2008-04-26T17:13:00.003+08:00

sobsob. exams again. n jus had el paper 1 & 2 yesterday.
n ss & chem extra lessons right after tt.. wads with extra lessons nowadays?
haiz. so stresssssssed up. i m practically listening to the radio or wadeva music i have when i study.. to relieve stress.. yeaaa (: i <3>
ss paper n emaths paper 1 on monday. i m so scared for my SEQ n SBQ.
cos tt is the most time consuming section. n i m happy cos i only nid to go sch for 2 days next week :D cos i don have papers on wed n fri (: heeeee.. more time to study~
n more time to get more stresssssssssed up.....

i m feeling so sinful cos i spend quite alot this whole wk. first on stationaries..
den on my physic assessment bk tt i jus bought. its so ex la. ):
shall spend less next wk...
and dere is this oversea study trip for hmt ppl.
to TAIWAN! i wannn go. n i tink i can go too.. one whole week dere.
n i'm going with piggy too (: happy (:
but tt means i will be spending more $ . sobs.
n i m a person who can spend many days n don step out of the house kind.
cos dere r temptationssssss.. :p maybe i will get homesick too.
but its a wonderful chance man~ haiz.. so vexed.. duno whether shud go or not.
its sounds fun though.. n i've always wanted to go taiwan n many many places..
:p haiz. temptations..........

shall concentrate on exams now. cos the trip is arnd a month or so frm now.
EXAMS!!!!! good luck for everyone in this coming SA1 or common tests.. :)
cyas~

2.4 run~

2008-04-19T09:07:00.002+08:00

ahh~ jus had my 2.4 run n i m damn scared i will fail okay ):
i forgot to checked the time when i finish the run..
but i did see the time when i was reaching.
it was arnd 17.45 but i run to the ending point duno need how long.
so i really really scared i will fail man ):
haiz.. my muscle suddenly not pain after the run.. but my stomach is damn pain.
sian.. so scared lahs. n i still have tuition after this. cannot slp.
shall go pompom already. cyas~

napfa test

2008-04-17T20:29:00.004+08:00

i'm back~ (: long time no bloggie..
n i m aching all over now cos yesterday took the 5 batteries test for napfa.
sian. but i m happy cos i passed~ xD but i missed my silver just because of my sbj!
the others got at least a B or A.. den suddenly get an E for sbj! :(
sobs.. but its quite an achievement already. cos i didn take napfa last yr.
so now everywhere muscle ache.. :( sian.
n dere is the 2.4 run this saturday! i hope my muscle can be back to normal by then.

anyway.. today i went for shooting course for the 3rd time. (:
its fun but we were struggling most of the time cos of our aching muscle.
n cca has ended for the term! YAY~
so tml i can have my nap again. hahahaha.. *snores*
kay.. shall end here already n start studying for hmt test tml..
cYaS~ xD

ccc'08

2008-03-22T12:31:00.007+08:00

yay! ccc is over~~ but duno whether will get into finals or not.. hahas. but i m feeling light now.. :p woke up at 5 today n run to sch.. n i took only 5 minutes okay..(:
hahas. den took the bus to hta.. n we sat in the "hall" for quite some time n chatting n crapping away. den we went down to the field.. n i feel like pootpoot-ing.. ):
cos too nervous alr.. but it was soon over~ xD today i tink we did a great job
compared to our prev trainings~ cos we complete everything quite fast..
n we still got alot of time to check! n everyone became straight today... ahahaha...
so tired.. ): but i felt a great sense of achievement x) after tt went cp to lunch with
marie n frens.. n left after tt. heeeeeeeee.. its over! but it will continue if we get into
the finals.

loads of hw this weekend. but i will persevere n finished it (: cos tml going spop gala!
YAY! front seats. yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... spop spop spop.. cant wait.. heehee..
shall end here.. cyas~ happy viewing~

[[* sports day *]]

[[*ccc'08]]

[[* flag day! me & chiyou~ *]]

[[* whos that? *]]

[[* me & chiyou again (: *]]

[[* the tourists *]]

a pessimist

2008-03-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

i m getting more pessimistic n i duno y.
i jus hate everything about me.. ):
i tried to be more optimistic but always failed to do so.
i just cant erased off these negative feelings..
but i m grateful to cel.. cos she helped me to sort out my thinkings.
"Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more"
n perhaps this is the case..i love others..i love everyone..but i just hate myself..
so if i dont love myself, how will i expect others to love me?

HoLiDaY

2008-03-10T13:27:00.004+08:00

Long time no blog.. n i m back~(:
so.. campcraft competition is postponed again..
to the 22nd of march.wth. frm 22ndfeb to march!
haiz.sian.. which is 2 weeks from now..

i got a new blogskin! (: n credits to bbdj (:
yipee~ nice nice (: thank u!!
so.. last friday is feast day n sports day..
n st catherine won the 2nd place again!
YAY~ xD hee.. n last sat, we have to do cip(flag day)
it was damn fun for the whole journey ..
with nicole,chiyou n letitia (:
n took loads of photos with chiyou the tourist. (:
the sceneries at esplanade are pretty! xD
hahas. shall upload the photos some other day :D
after tt, went to nana's house with most of 2D ppl to eat n her mother is so nice (:
she made vegetarian sushi n wedges for me ((:
thank u!~ shall end here~ cyas (:
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!:D
6th march- Marie & Kaiting
8th march- NaNa & Zhiyi
9th march- Jomain
*sry if i missed out anyone! happy birthday~*

:(

2008-02-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

tml is campcraft competition le ..
n i'm feeling so nervous ):
so scary.....
but aniwae.. hope sjc will get into the finals no matter is team A or team 1
good luck to everyone! (:

Happy Valentines day~

2008-02-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! (:
today got geog n el common test n yet no one is really in the ct mood.
its so fun hahas. (: cos we were running arnd during recess to give presents.
this cookie is made by celestine! so nice right (:
hai dao wo bu she de chi ;p
but i ate it in the end. ahahas ((:
shall go study for other cts .. cyas!
have a look at my retarded sister! xDur picture brightens up my blog! hahahaha... ur "sparkling" teeth (:

Happy CNY

2008-02-07T00:33:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! (:

i LuV friDaY~

2008-01-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

YiPee~ today is another end of week. so happy man! (:
but tml still hav ccc training )): sobs. mus wake up early.
but den going to buy new yr clothing after tt with pear to bugis (:
happy again~ hahas..

today went for live shoot at hta. the atmosphere was so intense. hahas.
n i feel like pootpoot-ing.. so damn nervous la.
didn managed to get marksman. but.. i miss by 6 POINTS!
which is 2 more bullets to the box. DAMN IT! ROAR!
haiz. missed the badge. sobsobs.
grats sher for getting marksman! (: wee~
but i'm in for the shootin compe )):
sobs. busy busy. wad if i cant cope.. haiz.
but mus be more optimistic. yea(:
aniwae.. so happy dat tml is wkend! :D heee
cyas! xD

numb~

2008-01-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

lessons started today.. n physics the first lesson.
cc is my teacher! omg.. 0.- lols! speechless bout this.okay. skipp~
after that was english. n teacher is mrs tan. a nice n gentle teacher(: hahas.
tot i left my el book in locker. in the end realised that i left it in sci lab. =.=
so after el me n sher ran to lab n take the bk.n running down to basement for emaths.
dots. like running marathon. -.- den photo taking. i bet i will look idiotic again.
jus like the toot toot pic taken when i was sec 1..

hmt next..so happy~ cos back with 2d! xD but teacher is zhanglaoshi..
n she started toking bout mt olvl we r going to take this yr.
make the whole class nervous n scared.. ))):
sobs.mus get at least 70 marks to continue hmt for sec 4!
sobsob.. so stressed up when its only the first day.
all the teachers stressing on o lvl n topics n so on...

after sch.. we had training. n training sucks man.
wdv lols.. so tiring.. n we gonna have loads of training after camp.
sians. shall end here. nites~

first day of sch`

2008-01-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of sch. n it seems so.. different.
now its 3G. n i still cant adapt to it.
sad that pure sciences class is at the back..cos now i m having difficulty looking up to stage to the speaker everytime during assembly. partially due to my height.
really bad. if i had known i would take pure geog instead. lols. jk~ -.-
haiz.. duno y it all seems meaningless like wad cheryl said.
life is so boring. *continue sighing..
i always forgot to write 3"G"..n it jus seems weird to me.
perhaps thinking of "3G" phones help..

friday starting lesson n i still haven bought the pure chem book.
stupid la. everytime i go buy.. it will be stockless. -.-
sian.. n i m almost broke cos of the christmas season..
been moody this few days n having blocked nose..)):

aww. the empty feeling is back again.....

btw.. thank u jiejies for the cute piglet u all gave me (: muacks~

happy new year!

2008-01-01T17:10:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2008! ((:

Merry Christmas!

2007-12-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

long time no bloggie.. (: shall update more abt recent events soon ((:
Merry Christmas to everyone~! :D

deepavali~

2007-11-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

today went kbox with pear n piggy n sher (:
n this is the first time me, piggy n sher went to k box! xD
so fun~ we shy shy at first den after tt get used le. (:
and we had wad k lunch and stuffs de..
after tt went to take neoprints with sher n piggy~
hahas. but i lazy upload it.. so only upload some pics we took in the toilet.xD

time to view!*piggy,sher & me*

*me &pear sis*

end of post! cyas xD

):

2007-10-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

a sad moody day ..
everything seems to be a failure.
its jus another pessimist kind of day.
but.. i've been trying to be more optimistic. ):
if only everyone is like weewee.. everyday laughing non stop.
but i cant bring myself to smile.. cos it wil be so fake.
so moody.. so empty..

PIGLET

2007-10-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

its 3 days after exam.. =) n i went kovan shopping today xD
bought mini melts ..hahas. its so nice =p

n i saw somthing dat is damn kawaii!!! xD piglet!!!!! weeeeeeee
*piglet!! *

its so cute!!! but its super ex too )): sobs. so can only admire the pic.. hahas xD
shall end here~ sayonara! xD

YIPEE

2007-10-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

yay!! the exams are finally over! xD finally can relax and hav my movie mania!!
=p hehehe.. den can go out with frens swim swim.. =p
but next friday hav training.. but its cip.. haiz..-_-"
hmm.. but i can play now xD don hav to memorise stuffs .. hehe =)
looking forward to tml ~ cos we gotta go piggy house >_-
sayonara~!! =p

exam

2007-10-09T16:10:00.001+08:00

EXAMS!!! r ending in 2 days time.
n the worst part will be the last paper on the coming thursday....
SCIENCE!!!!! deres so much to study n i really hate science.
don tink i will be able to take triple science nxt yr cos i will definitely die.
i tink geog is more interesting.. )):
sobs.. tml is art .. shud be better... so glad tt exams gonna end soon.
but the science will be really jialat.
haiz... especially bio... )): sobs..... RoAR!!!!

goodbye

2007-10-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

galloped home after school pinning hopes everywhere..
telling myself it will still be waiting for me at home..
but.. its gone forever.. the ground empty.. it has left.
my dearest piano.. its gone.
did not even have a chance to play it and touch it ..
i regretted so much... i did not cherished it properly before..
我心真的很痛。。可是这已成为了事实。。无法在改变了。
后悔也来不及了。。只好想着曾经拥有的那段美好时光。。

happy children day

2007-10-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

Happy children day! xD

lala lala~ lala lala~ elmo song! =p

):

2007-09-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

10 days have passed.. and its definitely the saddest compared to all.
exams are coming.. in less than 2 wks. and time really flies.
the world is also changing. n the emptiness always come back.
i will feel so sad n depressed in the past. but now i jus have the empty feeling.
perhaps i don really give a damn anymore..
sometimes i wonder whether they exists..

Sister outing xD

2007-09-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

today was SUPER duper fun!!!! xD
its another year of sister gathering..
but its planned by bbdj this yr.
next yr will be bbjj, n following yr mine. =p

we meet up at serangoon mrt station and later bought my instant noodle n bbjj's potato chip.
den we took a bus to bbdj big big condo.. so after throwing our bags at bbdj house,
i cooked my instant noodle n bring it down to the baby pool dere.
and all of us ate out branch (breakfast + lunch) together! xD
den we play at the baby pool awhile b4 going up to change.
n bbdj decided to go for a swim. so left the 2 of us to suntan! yay!
we aim the lao pok water bombs at vivienne.. hahahhahas.
so fun. lols. den in the end all of us wet when 2 of us nvr enter the pool at all.
-.-" so we lie down dere n suntan ourselves for 20minutes.
the sun was super hot.. after tt we went to play basketball!
to train with bbdj for her competition? duno lols.
so.. we were all hungry after so many stuffs.
and we went to get an ice cream! wee~~~~ my favourite! =p
hehehehhehe. den ltr we go back to vivi house to wash up n change.
n we started playing TWISTER! WAHAHAHHAH~~~
in the end.. we got ourselves all twisted. hehehehhehe.
lols. n we got bored. so we duno do wad n started the pillow fight.
weee~~ so fun. hahas. n later went home. hahas.

*the toot wee & poos*

*suntanning xD**wee & poo! =p**yay! poo & the slide :)**our small little feet!**the lao pok water bombs!**pillow fight! xD*

end of pics! xD

i wanted to blog abt yesterday at pohyan house.. but i m sleepy now n cant tink xD
so the end of post! =p cya~

friendship test!~

2007-09-02T18:06:00.001+08:00

yipee~ jus did another test. but this time is frenship test. lols. =p

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.
You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.

And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.
You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.

You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.
Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else

You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly

Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

idealist~

2007-08-21T18:31:00.001+08:00

jus did a personality test frm toot's blog.. =) hee

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

PISSEd

2007-08-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

sch was quite boring today but at least better than other tuesdays. haiz..
but after sch wasn dat well. so bloody pissed. ROAR!!!!!!!! feel like flaring out and KILLING SOMEONE! damn. grrrr.... forget it.
shall drive those idiotic memories out of my mind. grrr....

okay! (: tml is sher's birthday. yay!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERILYN~ =)
haiz.. cant wait for sept hols. becos of the sisters' gathering! =p yipee..
wanna go out with toottoot and weewee .. =)
they r the ppl who makes my life. xD
sometimes i really wish i did accept the offer last yr.... so i wont be in this. em. nvm.
and perhaps i wont get myself involved in some kind of stuffs too. which sucks. forget it.
aniwae.. happy birthday sherilyn~~~ =) poopoo <3>
shall end here~ cyas! =p

end of week~

2007-08-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

yay~ finally the end of the week. it seems fast yet slow. cos i dread fridays nowadays..haiz.. ): but today seems to be a good day! hahas. =D

morning was super dull. almost fell aslp with the super ultra good weather that is suitable for tucking into the pillow and snore.. soon it was all over. and time for training.
haiz.. aniwae.. it was not so good but also quite good.lols.. crapping!~ whatever or anything.. hahas. glad that tml is family day. but still mus wake up early!! )): i wan orh orh~~ sobs..
after all the footdrill training.. my sucky leg is suckingly pain. kAo~#%^* lols..
aniwae.. tml should be quite fun! cos after family day will go kovan with pohyan & yiqin..
to buy.. hm. something =D heheh. den have tuition with yiqin after that. aww.. poor lonely poh yan~~ sob sob.. i'm sry for u. come come poopoo sayang u.. angugugu~~ ops =x
hahahas~~~ =D aniwae.. end of post! sayonara! =p

snoozing time

2007-08-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

today is such a boring day! got stupid tests and stuffs. really missing ndp.. ):

haiz.... aniwae.. shall post more pics dat i took last monday =)

*weewee and me!*

*its us again! =D*

*lolipop!! =p*

end of post! =) *snoozing*

ndp2007

2007-08-12T16:25:00.000+08:00

aww.. ndp is over.. so sad.. sobs.. )): i m going to miss it so much.. >.<>*me & gerald*

*flowers!*

*sher gerald and me! yay! =D*

haiz..its over.. )): lazy to post more pics..

toottoot weewee & poopoo

2007-08-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

sister-ship~

yay!! we got a new nick! =D
(bbdj) vivienne -> VIVIENNEtoottoot
(bbjj) cheryl -> CHERYLweewee
(bbmm) erda -> ERDApoopoo

xDD hehehhe..together we r the toot wee & poo! yay!! =)

sobs

2007-08-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

4 more days to ndp!!! )):

A dream..

2007-08-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

i thought i could share everything with you,
my happiness,my sadness,my sorrows.
i thought i was the luckiest person on earth to have you by my side,
sharing everything with me,
my burdens,my secrets,my life.
However, you went missing one night,
and i could not share my feelings and my everything,
with you again..
Because, i realise that everything was just a dream.
A dream that never lasts..
i woke up from the fantasy,to find myself facing the cruel reality..

trip to little india~

2007-07-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

today i brought my camera to sch for the ethnic home ec field trip.. and i took loads of pictures!!!!! =D heeeee... we were supposed to go to eurasian town.. but somehow it changed to little india at the very last minute. so sad.. ): i was hoping to taste the ice cream if dere is any... hehehehe =p

time to view my pictures again! =D*joleen*joey*sher*me*

*oops.. so paiseh.. both kissing me.. hahas*
*yay!! we rule~*
*drawn by poh yan -_-"*
*joleen*me*pohyan*bev!*
*yipee~ so cool!*
*bleahss =p*
*zzz.. falling aslp while joleen continue to pose for the cam*
*yay~ gg back to sch*

the end of showtime!~the pics taken got 60++ in all. and i decided i m too lazy to post all.. hahas. =p soo..hahas.. the end! cya =D bleahhhsss =p

ndp

2007-07-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

omg.. 2 more weeks to ndp!!! and it will all be over~~~ )):

=D

2007-07-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

yay!! tml is a BIG BIG day!!=) yipee.. cant wait for tml...
cos... its the harry potter and the deathly hallows collection date!!! yipeee...
finally.. waited for so many mths. =p weeee~~

today is racial harmony celebration day.. and many ppl wear ethnic costume.
lols.and today is also a happy but such a sad day. so suay lols. walk home halfway start to rain big big.. haiz. and many others stuffs. aniwae.. today is a happy dae too. LoLs!~
*crapping*

zzz.. tml one whole dae of rehearsal. and the time to reach sch become 12 instead of 12.30.. haizzzz... mus wake up earlier. zzz... shall end here.feel like going to orh orh le.. cyas~ =p

PhoTos~

2007-07-19T17:15:00.001+08:00

hello hello!!! long time no bloggie...
let me post some pictures i took in class.. hehehehe =)*me and pohyan*

*me and sher*

the end~~ cyas~~~ =D

atc

2007-06-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for the SANA course. n it was pretty boring. lols. almost fell aslp.
haiz.. sian ah. atc in 5 more days. den i don have singlet, i don have long sleeve shirt.
mus buy everything.. sobs. hope it will be a fun camp. n hopefully.. don rain dat much~ =)
hee..wanna make more frens. so sian ah. feel like slping.. everything so lost now.
so confusing to me.. lols..

yesterday went cp after sana course. den i saw a new piglet!! so small & furry!!
i LOVE it man!! WEEEEEEE~~~ a pity i nvr take a pic of it.. so KAWAII!!~~~~ weeee
happy happy. so cute man!! but its so ex lah. haiz.
i saw hui mei yesterday during sana course. so cool! she say she also gg atc.
hope we will be in the same grp =D hee. haiz.. 真可惜。。sher sher not going..
she gg overseas!!! pang seh her teddy. lols. but hope she have fun too lah.
mus buy prezzie for me orh~~ =D hehehehe.. i m a lil greedy pig.
hahas. jus jk lols. i m bored~ i don wanna do those hw. its so damn confusing.
i tink my maths grade is dropping.. cos i really dun like maths now.
i don understand anything at all~~ i m such a pain in My neck. haiz...
wad m i toking abt..dots. crapping ~~ *crap crap crap*

wanna go out with jiejie men.. but sch hols gg over soon le. haiz. somemore i got atc..
sure no time go out de. but after atc cfm will have lots of pimples.. den later take np
super ugly.. aiya... howhow?? jiejie all busy . meimei also busy. haiz.. mus wait till
next hols le.. sobsob.. )): but 我会想你们的。。=) hee. shall end here. cya~~ =p

june holidays~

2007-05-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog.. lols. hee..
have been neglecting it becos of maple =x
cos deres nth really nice to blog abt.
been playing maple with my 2 darling jiejie this few wks.
lols. and we r going to have a guild gathering soon! (:
looking forward to it~~ =p
den can watch shrek.. hope the 2 jiejie & nana can go ..=D
hee.. haiz. tml mus wake up early.
got the total defence presentation lols.. =.=
hahas. aniwae.. good luck to er jie for ur camp~
cyas~~bb (:

Happy mother's day! (:

2007-05-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's day to all mothers in the world! (:

hehehe.. today is mother's day.
went to eat once we got out of bed. so tired though.
thoughts flew across my brain.. haiz.
no comments bout dat.
don feel like gg to sch tml.
yesterday went to the yin yue ge dou chang..
its damn long. i sit dere until my ass almost square diao le.
zzz.. sian. life's meaningless.
the world change. so do the peeps. why must they change?
hmm. sometimes original stuffs r better.
wonder whether deres any ans to that question.
maybe da jie will have an ans to dat. lols.
the psychologist. nono. counsellor? wdv lols.
haiz. cya. (:

CTs are over!!

2007-05-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

yipee! common test finally over..(:
but it means dat the ATC r coming too. sobs.
so mei you an quan gan..haiz.
sian.. i hate this whole wk. but its gonna be over soon. (:
tml going mediacorp to watch yin yue ge dou chang.((:
yipee. hope my ou xiang got go.. hehehehe=p

COMMON TEST 3

2007-05-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

eek. tml got home econs ct & el..
pa pa.. ): but den i don hav dat kind of exam mood.
i dont noe why? lols.
sian. hafta wear mufti tml..
SOBS~~ laopok laopok laopok..

today woke up super early..em. arnd 9 like dat lah. hehes.
went rm's macs to have breakfast with jie.
yummyyyy~ she tell me long time nvr go out so early le.
cos usually we sleep until 11 den wake up de. *giggles*
hahas. den i tell her.. is zheng chang ren (normal ppl)
de life.den she say. hah. u look up the block.
see how many ppl r still snoring away. lols. quite true.
wakakaka. lAMe~ LAMO pear =p
haiz. duno y . i feel like getting back to bed n snore again.
maybe today wake up too early liao. -.-"
hehes. aniwae.
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR CT3/EXAM! (:
cyas~ =p

a quiz

2007-05-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

this is a quiz.
name 20 people .dont read the following questions until you have named 20 people.
in random order.

1.cheryl tsh
2.vivienne
3.pear
4.geraldine
5.joey
6.marie
7.beverley
8.nana
9.stella
10.joanne
11.yiqin
12.sherilyn
13.michelle
14.cindy (senior)
15.jolene (senior)
16.joleen
17.suhan
18.zhiyi
19.mandes
20.qishan

START!

how did u meet #14-cindy (senior)
ehh.. np trainings?

what would you do if you didnt meet#1-cheryl tsh
ehh. good question. dont ask me..

what if #9 & #20 dated-stella & qishan
ehh.. u mus be joking. they r good frens but not to the extent.

describe #3-pear
eeh. cannot say too much lah. later her head swell. okay lah. sometimes very good lor.-.-"

describe #7-beverley
lao pok gal.. wahahahaa..

what would u do if #18 confess that she likes you-zhiyi
hmm.. shes my fren marh. i also like her. diaos.

who is #9 going out with?-stella
diao. how i noe?

how old is #16-joleen
13 going 14

when was the last time i spoke to #13-michelle
yesterday lor..

would you ever date #4-geraldine
hehheh.. that pervert. real life nope. lols. wahaha..

is number #19 single?-mandes
duhh~

what is #10 last name?-joanne
LIM

where does #6 live in-marie
i duno? i don stalk ppl.

what is ur fav thing about #5-joey
she is lame? hahas. yep. =p

name five ppl to do this quiz
1.PEAR
2.NANA
3.SUHAN
4.SHERILYN
5.MARIE (if u got time lols..)

this quiz has been cut short by a teensy bit.(by someone, not me) :D

common test!!

2007-05-05T17:39:00.000+08:00

haiz. next whole week got common test. sian
duno y i keep feeling hungry nowadays.
n i m really feeling hungry now.
i duno wat to blog sia. so sian.
monday npcc day. mus reach earlier..
den mus change into full u. haiz.
surely got loads of things to take.
den i will shou mang jiao luan.
diaos. aniwae.. shall stop here. cyas~

wet sponge~

2007-05-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

today got maths remedial after sch.
its not compulsory though. but we r hardworking (:
hehes. had a lot of fun during remedial.
i tink remedial is nicer than the lessons. lols.
partly becos we can joke around n dere r less ppl.
hehes..but at the end of the remedial i totally..
wet. a wet sponge.
cos i cant absorb anymore. den i cant solve the questions.
too full. den joey suggested squeezing me out.
so i can have space to absorb. LAME~
retarded lols. but the miracle is..
i managed to memorised the 3 formulae
for the factorisation. lols. den i can solve the questioN!
i got enlightened.. woohoo~
hahas. haiz. oral tml...
all the common tests next wk. haiz...
hope can get high marks......

yesterday went wheelock with my sis n parents.
lols. she finally brought her crumpler.
n was mad abt it. crazy~
dont noe why ppl gets crazy after getting crumpler?
she played with her crumpler still. diaos.
i subsidize half also de hor jiejie! don keep gaga-ing.
i went into the adidas shop. n i saw smth i really like..

a white adidas jacket!! so cool man!

wee~~ i don mind if its not pink.
sometimes a pink lover does not have to get everything pink.
we mus be flexible (:
this is so nice. my dream jacket..
but its damn ex. haiz.. can only dream of it.. ):

a new BAG!

2007-04-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

a new bag~

yipee.. my sis bought a new bag for me!!
i LOVE it.. i LIKE it..
((: hehehehhehehess.. so shuang(:
yay man. i simply love it xD
but she should be thankful too.
cos i subsidizing half for her crumpler (:
hehes. but still mus say THaNK u!

a bad news.spent 3 afternoons studying my chinese
all the way frm chapt 1 to 13..
den.. someone tell me its frm 9-13.
wat the heck! waste so much time!!!!!
feel like killling myself.
such an idiot!!!

ass hurts x(

2007-04-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

aww.. today fell on my butt. now its so painful..
so sad. ): but its my fault lohs. hu ask me to be so skinny -.-
lols. for the first ever time. we did smth quite nice for chinese lesson.
we make envelopes n decorate it den hang it with a cute clip.
at the back of classroom (:
den ppl can put letter in it. so cool (:
hehes. finally lols..........

after sch went cp with joey bev dawn n stella.
we were outside the popular bkstore
waiting for bev to finish her ice cream.
den we started toking abt the future wwIII.
hahas. so lame lah! den say wat in the future cp will
be called the compass harbour cos of the big ship in the middle..
lols..too much history lesson le.
we all laugh laugh until stomach pain. xD
hahs.. so tired... lols. cya~

rainy day~

2007-04-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

today after sch went RM with joey,nana,bev,stella,qishan & zhiyi.
its our suay day lor. hahs. we went in..
n i bought an ice cream. den it started raining heavily.
with thunder..-.- so many times leh! '
around 1 minute 3 times like dat. scarry..
den we decided to chiong to the nearest bus stop ..
with only 3 umbrellas. lols.
me joey n nana share one.. bev & stella ..n qishan n zhiyi.
we ran like siao to the bus stop. all drenched frm head to toe.
drenched ChiCkEn~ lols.
super wet lahs. den 86 come n we boarded it.
stupid nana go run home den dowan to take joey's umbrella.
retarded.. den joey keep cursing n swearing.

lols. after we reach cp we go toilet.
den when we taking the escalator halfway hor..
it break down. waliao. so diao lah.
ppl take nth wrong. we take halfway break down
den we hafta climb up n go toilet. lame.
i went toilet to change into my pe shirt n blow blow blow.
lols. when we come out.. guess wat..
the escalator started working again. grr.
wth. n only the escalator we were taking break down.
the rest perfectly fine. so "lucky" lah.
retarded~~~ after tt..
bev joey go nana's hse n i went home
tink i catch a cold. haiz. the end of our suay day~
cyass........

frenship test!

2007-04-20T16:44:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

good luck!

dejected

2007-04-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

sad sad... ): so many things to say.
but i'm speechless.
i feel tt i m the most useless gal tt ever existed.
watching all my classmates doing pft..
i feel so upset. sobs.
i cant do a single thing well.
jus becos of a stupid bone i have to skip pft.
i feel so damn frustrated. so pissed.
我真是个没用的人。。。

(:

2007-04-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

kissing mushrooms ((:
today went to sch super early. hahas.
partly becos assembly start at 8.30 today.
hehes. chat with looney n frens.
den have el lesson. not bad lah. better than sitting n studying
we did detective work. hahs.
recess~ ate waffle ice cream. but stil very hungry ):
lols. den lesson lesson lesson.
after sch went straight to library to do history project.
in the end nvr do anything at all.
joanne n joey printing n finding stuffs. joleen doing hw.
i finished my corrections n went to find books to read.
i found harry potter n the philosophers stone! hahas.
i nvr read tt b4. but its also quite nice luh.
after a while we decided to go home.
hahas. we went food court to have lunch.
sorry joey n joleen. i noe u were planning to go ljs..
but u all went food court for my sake.. thank u thank u..
hmm. i m so sleepy. zzz. tml got 5 batteries test.
but this time i gonna stay awhile to support u all (:
hehes. jia you 2D (:

tired

2007-04-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

i m so tired..today i m slightly earlier. hahas.
the first day of freedom was on the dot. den no time go locker.
but today i quite "early" okays. reached sch around 7.23am.
not bad lor. joey still say i very late. hahas.
now dun need go so early le mah. so mus xiang shou.
hahas. haiz. maths was bad. i was doodling away.
i understand the sums lah. but not the explanation.
i have lose interest in maths. haiz..
wrote many letters today.many to joey one to bbjj n one to sherilyn.
bbjj havent reply yet! ahahs. nvm. take ur time.

after sch went rm with joey bev & sherilyn.
bought apple pie. yummy. the apple drop again as usual.
lols. den watched happy feet in the library while doing the project.
ee. total defence project. sianx.
went to the canteen n saw joleen n grace.
chatted n crapped with them. lols.
i m not "innocent" to that extent okay! hahas.
n i m not that kind of wai wai one.
mind abit wai but not in terms of gender kind.
so pls don assume i m .. er.. that one.
lols. went out of sch n realised tt carmen & stephanie
called me when i was walking out. sher say i m a bit deaf.
lols. i really didn hear mah. not my fault.
saw iryani ma'am. super hyper.
lols. sian. tml got ndp. n joey is not coming to sch tml!
sobs . don worry. i wont miss u.
but i will miss the looney. hahas. looney idiot.
so cute lah. drop container in a fluster..
n didn even realised that the container is hers.
retarded . lols. so lame.. but very cute lor.
hahas. aww. going seletar camp again tml.
without joey! haiz. i wanna play with her.
lols. nvm .tml shall get pervertic with poh yan.
hahas. ggr. LoLS. tml got test. mus go study le. cyass~

haiz..

2007-04-15T09:14:00.000+08:00

haiz. i feel so bad. today suppose to go to the sunday class.
but den i wanna do revision at home instead.
so nvr go. i hadn been attending since march.
but it wasn all my fault. i told them i wanted to quit already.
n they approve. but some ppl zi zuo zhu zhang.
cause me to be in such a plight.

hello. look here. i have my own reasons for not gg kaiz.
y mus u try n interfere into my life?
its my own choice n consequences. i noe wat i m doing.
i m not the stupid idiotic n immature kid anymore okay.
so pls respect my decision. cos i have my own reasons.
n i have my own privacy too. give me some freedom will u.

haiz. its only the beginning of the day.
n i feel so sad.. ): all becos of someone...

emptiness

2007-04-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

aww. today is 2.4 run.. i wanted to go n da qi one.
but i tink after all.. they don really nid me dere.
so decided not to go. sobs. i m really upset.
i dowan to mis napfa one. but i had no choice......

tuition.. lonely. lonely. ultra lonely...
yiqin & zoe nvr go. left me alone. sobs.
i wonder whether they r gg tml.. haiz.
after tuition. come back play mahjong.
was so freaking annoyed. haiz.
i wish tml will not come. cos tml will be worst..
i wanna slp thru the day. i wanna stay in my bed.
i wanna do nth and jus lie dere. but i cant.
sobs. emptiness.........

flooded

2007-04-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

today went for ndp again n it was flooding.
so wet luhs. whole place flooded.
most of the time were playing heart attack n other games with the rest.
hahas. so bored lor. den when its getting better ..
we go out practise. n a few times we danced to the music.
i tink the music is nice. but quite sad also.
hahas. tink im falling sick soon. got drenched many times today.
now got a cold. zzz..
don feel like gg to sch tml. but stil mus. haiz.
hope tml sherilyn feel better then can go sch also.
so tired. *snores* zzz. cyas~

Ministry of Idiots

2007-04-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

woo. we created an idiot club called MOI
ministry of idiots! hahas. so cool man.
i m the sotong idiot.. n there r many members.
the CEO is none other than dawn!! hahs.
n first day got so many members le.
let me recall....
joey-- looney idiot
joleen-- ugly idiot
bev--biggest idiot
qishan--bloody idiot
nana--shitty idiot
zhiyi--tiny idiot
celine--small idiot
tingyen--act cute idiot
geraldine--pervert idiot
sherilyn--talley idiot
marie--rocker idiot
mandes--fatty idiot
ME--sotong idiot
er.. cant rmb liaos. lols. short termed memory.
so cool man. think the CEO is going to recruit more members.
hahas. yay. today i finally regained my freedom!
yipee. don have to wake up so early again.
no need to rush every morning agian.
nn many other other stuffs!
so cool man. finally lahs.. can go sch..
sit in canteen. chat with fren till bell ring.
yay man. love it . FREEDOM!
n i don have to be so scared or smth later get scolded.
hehes. good luck to those hu get invested as councillors! (:
n congrats too. =p
finally. i can play tok n get crazy. yay.
lols. cyaa~~

she was once a nice sweet gal..
but she was not the gal i noe anymore..
she has changed..i don tink i noe her..

heavenly pills

2007-04-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

today was fun!hahas. lame as usual.
and joleen got a box of heavenly pills!
it really send u up to heaven man. so nice lah.
its a box of sweet actually. the impact one.
so damn nice lah. i got addicted by it lols.
cos its so NICE!!! love it man..

today got ndp rehearsal again.
n had loads of fun with bao yan, joey & gals.
n geraldine become a zi bi mao. lols.
keep scratching against the seat n miaowing away.
in the end all of us get influenced.
a bunch of "cats".. LoLs.
but the way geraldine do is super retarded lahs!
the most retarded thing that ever came out frm her.
out of so many retarded actions she do. lols.
so tired luhs. i m missing the heavenly pills joleen got.
hahas. its so niicceee. i wanna pop it in my mouth again...xD

council meeting

2007-04-09T16:25:00.000+08:00

oh. today was such an awful day.
but i had quite a lot of fun with juniors. hahas.
n den today got council meeting.
joey n joleen quit n they left the rm.
i think its quite scary lah. the atmosphere.
we have to mention our name & class. n the topic given.
mine was about happiness. i was scared till my stomach really pain man.
the same da bianing sensation i had on awards ceremony.
gerald also. she keep wobbling away like jelly. yum yum.
LoLs. haiz. having a headache. i realli don like today.
not becos of events. but more of the ppl. lols.
cyyas...

sometimes i do wonder whether some ppl r alright.
whether something had struck their brain.
becos they r not acting normally.
they r jus like some freak.
but i shall not bother bout this..

sleepy..

2007-04-07T17:13:00.000+08:00

i m so tired.. zzz.
today didn go training cos my leg super pain.
n den recently the bony is getting stupid.
keep hitting itself against one another. stupid bony.

almost finished reading harry potter 6th bk.
left a few more pages to go. but its so saddd..
at the end... sobsss... that stupid snape go kill dumbledore.
badbad idiot snape. cant wait to get the 7th bk man..
jiejie gonna order it soon. yipee.
cos she is as addicted as i m.

jus came back frm tuition n i made a new fren.
she is yiqin fren aniwae. so i jus tok to her lors.
n the class is so entertaining today. lols.
tml still mus go for extra lesson. haiz.
siann. cyyas~

yoga

2007-04-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

jus went for a hot yoga session.
hmm. first time doing yoga.
but i was pespiring like mad. lols. cos its really HoT.
its quite nice lah. but its not my type.
will fall aslp. zzz..
but they still let u to bathe after tt. so cool.
got towels soap n shampoo.
nice facilities. lols. aniwae..
thats all. gonna zzz....

good friday!!

2007-04-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

yay. today's good friday .
n we don have to go sch! yipee.
n i had a good slp yesterday. 12 hours ..
wahahas. its already one wk since ug camp.
lols. so fast...

hmm. yesterday had ndp training back at seletar camp.
n we hafta wear a temporary "skirt"..
if u considered that as one...
its jus a hulahoop below n strings connected to a "belt"
to tie around ur waist.
fascinating yea.....
n its too long for me n i almost tripped when i ran.
diaos.. cant wait for ndp to be over..

yesterday went shopping at cp.
n i saw the thing that i always wanted most!!
harry potter book 7!!
its called--harry potter & the deathly hallows.
it looks so nice to read! my god. cant wait to get my hand on it.
wahahahhahahaha. but its super ex lols.
i suppose new books r always like tt.
but i m still going to get it someday! i promise i swear!!
weeeeeeee....progressin halfway thru the 6th harry potter bk.
maybe by the time i finished reading it..
my sis will get the 7th bk or smth!
yay! cool man. hehes. =p
cyas~~

zzz

2007-04-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

aww. still feeling tired though its like..
3 days after UG camp. today got history test & hmt test.
n yesterday..as usual.. fell aslp while reading.
PiG! lols. but it has been very busy since ndp started.
n council investiture coming soon. dont tink i will be able to make it .
lols. today was quite fun. played with pervert joleen during sci lesson.
she keep touching here n dere .
lols. mo mo zhe li.. mo mo na li.
den when i touch her back she shout molest. -.-
diaos. tml shall mo her more..

yay. tml got music lesson. n we r going to do yankee doodle.
its so cool man. i can do it real fast now.
n joey will become violent when she do it fast.lols.
hahas. n almost the whole class noe how to do yankee doodle now .
LoLs. so cool sia. oh ya..
HaPPy belaTed biRthday to weiling! ((:
sorry cant wish u on april fool's day.
lols. cos i got camp. hahas. (:
aniwae. cyas! =p

back frm UG camp!

2007-04-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

yay man! finally back frm UG camp.
actually its yesterday. lols.
but too tired so went to bed immediately after eating & batheing.
hmm. actually its not as bad as the last year's camp.
but i duno the reason. maybe its becos we r seniors!
yay.but we don get as much scolding as b4 also.
haiz. too many events. shall not post. hehes.
a quote frm sherilyn & marie:
its a longggg story......
ahahahas.
lols. hmm. shall end here. lazy to post. hahas.
cyas!!~ muacks..

dead

2007-03-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

i feel so dead. i dont noe why.
but i'm feeling empty again.
i hate it. n i dont like it. whatever.
perhaps its the ug camp dats making me nervous.
or some other problems..
n it might be a combination of both.
haiz. i cant find the enuthusiasm in myself.
maybe the past experience of last yr's ug camp ..
has become a bad side i see frm it.
and its still so vividly etched in my mind.
its making me scared.
i dont wan to go. neither do i feel like i wan to participate.
but whatever the reason is..i dont feel like caring nor knowing anymore.
my heart is empty.......

AWARDS CEREMONY

2007-03-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

woohoo~~ the big dae is finally here!
awards ceremony..n training b4 dat.
went to rm to buy sweets b4 going to meet gerald.
n badd suhan gorgor went into sch without telling us. hmph.
after tt went up to enjoy the air-con.
when its our turn.. i keep scaring manga.
hahas. in the end i got scared too! lols.
got tt kind of da bianing sensation.
hahas. den after take award really went to da bian.
lOls..its quite fun lahs. got $20 book voucher
a pity its not popular de. hahas.

oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY neo bao yan!
((: the most pervertic woman of all..
and one who will always console me when i m sad.
the one who called me YEH tong. stupid lahs.
its YAN tong. lols. hehes.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOVE YA LOADS! muacks!

sianx..

2007-03-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

today was sOooooo tired..
woke up earlier (normal day) instead of normal time.
lols. watched a musical play about jesus.
quite meaningful.. em. yea.

so.. completed the story board during el lesson .
n i had fun drawing the comics! hahas. nice man.
n ms koh praise our work. yay..
LoLs. finally. den later..had cd.
super boring. almost doze off. zzz..
hmt lessons passed really fast today n the sch end immediately after tt.
cos of the n1 cluster thingy so we r released at one. cool.
but we got the trip to police heritage center.
sianx. lols. quite fascinated by the stuffs dere.
so nice lahs. n very "technological"
ahas. duno y this few wks have been studying abt world wars.
diaos lah. n ppl who died or smth de. make me so sad. sobs.
even today go dere also say abt wwII.. sian ahs.
superrr tired. oh ya!
joleen lend her the matilda book i always wanted!
yay! thank u so much! muacks!! love ya loads!!
hehehehes. so happi.
decided tt i should read both my harry potter-half blood prince
and matilda at the same time. wee~
yipee. so xing fu.. got nice nice books to read.
n i cant wait for harry potter book 7 to come out!
and also the movie of the order of phoenix. (:
hehehehehes. tink i m addicted to harry potter. lOls.
aniwae. cyas~~

exhausted

2007-03-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

schedules r getting tighter nowadays..
sad. now tt the months r passing in such a lightning speed.
term 2.. haiizz.. ug camp..10 more days..
awards ceremony..4 more days. n i certainly forgot abt tmls tour.
i jus remembered cos i was looking at my ultra planner.
its filled with ultraman. so its called ultra planner. hees..
tml mus go to police heritage center. for some np knowledge.
haiz.. siannx. good thing that this whole wk,
i will be missing ndp trainings & np training.
other than the one on sat. cos it will be filled with the awards rehearsal.
simply dont understand. LoLs..

bad thing.. is that i will nid to catch up on the formation stuffs frm frens.
haiz. i realli dono wat to do for the skm n NYAA.
n i dont want to do. its not realli nice lahs.
aniwaee. tml mus wake up at normal time..
sianx. why got paraliturgy? its religious i noe..
but i hafta wake up earlier. n i m losing slp at a fast rate.
nvm.. i shall respect dat. cyas~ zzz......

camp prep

2007-03-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

sch reopen le. lols..
n first day of sch is rather nice.
but i keep having mood swings.):
gets angry n pissed off easily for some reasons .
haiz.. but overall my mood is also spoiled by the juniors lah.
keep ding zui. sickening. but later when marie gave dem a SERIOUS talk..
they become guai guai le. hehes. so cool!!
MARIE rocks!!!!!! n my other squadmates too ((:
u gals rock man!!!!!!!!
den.. ask them write cheer.
okay lahs. at least more decent den last time one.
wat nepget nepget eat nugget de.
lame lahs. this time one is much more "decent".
lols. some i also write de lehs! hehe..
den taught dem report strength.
n they realli become guai le. hehes.. nvr ding zui liao.
tts good. but i scared later more juniors come back dey start again.
nvm. i shall find mario gorgor lai help mi..
hehes. ((: shall end le. cyas~

distraught

2007-03-18T17:00:00.000+08:00

sobs..the flag is going to drive me crazy!!
i tried sewing it but it always get entangled in the end..
den i scared later if i finish sewing the ma'am say wat mus standardise..
wat if they asked us to redo? )):
sobss.. this is my first time sewing the flag..
and it will be the LAST!!!!!!
i m not gg to take the job again..
its driving my crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

End of holidays~

2007-03-18T16:42:00.000+08:00

holidays are coming to an end..
i m quite happy cos i don have to face someone who keep picking fights with me.
weird lahs. i didn even offend her in the first place. lols.

but i scared later go back to sch..
means ug camp coming..n its my greatest fear.
i dowan to go )): sobs..
the flag & tags & the preparation is already driving me crazy.
i dowan to go..how i wished i can absent myself.
): but i cannot pang seh sherilyn grace n my beloved squadmates.
those in my grp.. later they get bullied by sec ones den die.
lols. haiz.. sick. cant find anywhere to vent anger.
)); jus hope tt ug camp will be over asap......

infuriated

2007-03-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

i m so bloody pissed !!!
so upset n disappointed with my juniors..
why cant my juniors be like chanelyn?
at least she respects us as her senior.
n willing to help out for the camp.
wat bout my grp's juniors?
keep finding stupid excuses to skip our meetings..
if not come le den kip complaining as if the sky's gonna fall.
even they come den ask them colour a tag..
cant even do it properly. out of 5 onli 1 is completed..
n somemore the background is chiyou help us de.
why r they like tt? last time we werent like tt either.
they complained unfair when we force them to come n not many came.
den WAT BOUT US?
is unfairness really the correct term to use for them?
we treat them unfairly..
den DID THEY EVER ASKED THEMSELVES HOW THEY TREAT US?
we told dem tt yesterday meeting non came.
if today u all don come again; den who do the tags.
n instant reply : u all do lah!
wth is it. WE DO..
EVERYTHING WE DO. FLAG WE DO LIKE CRAZY.
TAGS NOW ALSO WE DO.
IN THE END.. WHEN THE FLAG GOT STEPPED OR SMTH..
THEY WONT EVEN SHED A TEAR FOR IT COS ITS NOT THEIR EFFORT!
cant they jus spare a thought for others.
isit tt hard jus to keep their SUCKY ATTITUDE to themselves.
cant they jus do wat they r told n stop complaning.
its not as if our work load is not as heavy or smth.
jus one or two hour for them also complain.
we spent 5 to 7 hours doing flag & tags n clearin up the mess.
DEN IS IT WORTH IT?
we didn force them to stay as long as we did.
we didn force them to clear up the mess after we paint.
we didn force them to sit on the floor n cut the cardboard like mad!
why did we spend so much time n effort for the whole grp
when they don even appreciate our effort n even take it for granted?
last time we as juniors didn even treat our seniors with this kind of
sucky attitude n showing them problems.
why isit tt we have to accept n bear with them?
i'm so fed up

ndp training..

2007-03-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

wow. today's whether was superb.
i totally burnt frm head to toe. lols..
sian lahs. totally bad sia.
and then i even slip & fall cos of the wet ground!!
goodness. i flew up n thumb.. down on the ground with my ass.
n now my ass hurts. lols...

after ndp went to rm with joey, stella, nana, shaliza, bev, sherilyn & bbjj
(: hehes. so nice.shared fries with bbjj..
bought choc bubble tea together with her.
n dats when disaster strikes. lols.
the bubble tea spilled out when i poke it n dirtied my pe shirt.
yucks. luckily jie got bring extra clothes..
((: THANK u jiejie !!
love YA loads! muacks
hehes. den..the bubble tea cover jus nice is both our own horoscope.
so cool men!! hehes. hers is cancer den mine virgo!
so qiao. woohoo~~
hee((: happi happi.
when we finished eating den walk walk..
den jie kip using her suck-in voice to talk!!
so ee lahs. but funny. like those children show bad guy's voice.
lols. yay! tml gonna cut hair le! =p
n also meeting my juniors n squaddies to do flag stuffs.
time passed so fast. lols. holidays gonna end soon.
but it doesn make a diff.
cos i m booked with ndp & cca. hahas.
7 days hols booked 6. lols.
(: hehe. shall stop here. cya =p

civil defence course

2007-03-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

hmm..today had civil defence course which was pretty boring.
at first not too bad but later on u will start dozing off.
its like listening to a radio tt keeps going on & on.
in a monotonous tone. and tt really makes u slp.
but not too bad lahs. hours passed n finally we take the test.
i got full marks! yay! so happy (:
hadn waste so much of time for nth.
hehes. later on.. went to cp..

went macs with joleen, yiping, audrey & vanessa.
(: ate lots of yiping's fries..
wahahahahahahahahhahahahahahas....
but she said she cant eat tt much.
so i m jus helping her. yea. (:
hehes.its yummy.
later went up to 4th floor to have dinner with mommy.
bloated~ saw sherilyn marie chiyou denise & iryani ma'am
hahas. sherilyn told me they were roaming around.
lols. so i went in to popular n saw a bk tt i really like!!
its so wonderful. lols. but its quite ex.
so went to library n find. den all dun hav. sian..hehes. anyone got this book don mind can lend me (:
jus tag on the tag board can le.. hehes =p

hmms.. time to post pictures!
those tt i take with my beloved squadmates jus now (:
have a nice time browsing !me kaiting & sherilyn (:
my beloved squadmates (: *i m acting tall! hehes..*
me & sherilyn (:

thats all.. shall post more next time. cyas (:

ndp training..

2007-03-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

today had ndp training in seletar camp for the first time.
cant be worser than the others i had.
totally.. atrocious. complete chaos.
totally confused.. absolute helplessness.
lols. n i got sun burnt once again.
got back to sch feeling nauseous.
felt as if i m going to throw up for a minute.
and felt like my throbbing brain was going to explode for the next.
crazy.. -.-" lols. the feelings were unbearable.

aniwae. the pimple rate had increased..
and worst is that my skin peeled off right at the spot of
my pimple. so SICKENING..
i look so ugly right now. having a so obvious pimple.
with such a "nice" background..
showing off the pimple clearly to everyone.
but the sun burnt was quite effective too.
cos frm 5 pimples decrease to 2. not bad yeah..=p
i HATE pimples~!! anti-pimples!!!

haiz. getting a hair cut this coming thurs.
n i m going to miss my hair.):
but den dere will surely not enuf time to wash it during camp.
n i cant bear not washing it. so shall cut a little shorter. (:
but i m still going to MISS them!! ((:
hehehehehehehehhees.
going crazyyy~~ lols. tts all for today =p

SpoRts Day

2007-03-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

today was such a busy day..
feast day in the morning n sports day after tt.
after feast day went to rm with joey & joanne.
ate alot n go shopping awhile b4 boarding the bus to geraldine hse.
her house was so damn cool! got gate at the lift dere.
so cool!!! den she tap n press the button.
so sad tt my house don have ):

lols. after tt.. her ah gong drive us to stadium.
den we walk here walk dere..carry here & dere.
sweat like hell. but this was not the worst.
lols. went to report for time keeping..
den almost get scolded . phew. lols.
den for the first race. my heart skipped many beats.
its so scary!! goodness.
if we timed wrongly sure get scolded de.
but its quite hard to see who got third. they r so fast.
lols. sian. den.. got apple pie for lunch.
but still hungry. =p
hehes. finally.. after 6 hours......
sun burnt. sobs. den take the transport back to sch.
with geraldine mo mo here & dere.
pervert~~ lols. hahas
haiz. so tired. but its quite a fun experience (:

Nana & zhiyi's bdae (:

2007-03-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

today is nana & zhiyi bdae! (: hees. so fun.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
hees. celebrated it in class during ms koh's period.(:
ate snacks n cake. yummy.
went for awards ceremony rehearsal after sch and was so pissed.
the rest went rm. (: after tt..
walked home with neo bao yan. hees. (:
so fun. tease her all the way till i reach home. lols. =p
den went to hougang mall with joey n gals .
to celebrate the birthday gals bdae. (:
went to take neoprint!!! YAY!
hehes.den. chatchatchat..
den go home. lols.but it seems to be a long but short day.
hahas. duno wat toking me. diaos.
and tml is sports day cum feast day! woo~
n jomain's bdae too. (:
hehes............

just grabbed a pic frm nana frenster.
n i like it alot! hee. its so nice.lols. (: the above two is nice(:
hahas. overall the whole thing is nice lahs. =p
hees. hehes..hehehehes... lols.
shall stop here. cyas (:

road safety park =p

2007-03-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

today was fun!! (: hehes.
went to road safety park for marshall duty.
den booked those who anyhow cross the road or drive.
so fun!! i love booking.. weeeeeee~
so cool man. (: hahas.
hm. i cant realli recalled wat happen.
cos my mind is full of hw.
lols. but quite a lot of stuffs happened today.hahas.

after we went back to sch.. i went home with graceee (:
she jus moved to the block opp. mine! yay!
den next time after training can go home with her. yipee~
hehes. so excited.. sports day coming soon.
my first time attending sjc sports day. hahas.(:
cos last yr got np service day.
sobs. but i think it will be fun ..=p
hehes. shall stop here. bye~

tuition

2007-03-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

today was super boring..
went for tuition with yiqin and getting mood swing everywhere.
sians.. haiz. yesterday after ndp training..
went down and joined in the welcome party for sec ones..
why is dere a welcome party for them?
last time when we joined dere isnt any party.. sobs..
lols .. so sian. shall end here. cyas~

sports heats

2007-02-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

today went for sports heats at yio chu kang stadium.
in the end it was postponed until sports day cos of the heavy rain.
lols. we stayed dere for about 2 hours. but it was fun somehow.
hahas. cos we were chatting n chatting non stop.
i m going to do time keeping on tt dae. and somehow i don realli noe wat to do.
all i noe is to press the stop watch. lols.

tml suhan gorgor's bdae. hahas. she's a year older! and a year blurer too.
sotong gorgor!! hahas.
lols. i m going to be broke after buying all the march babies present.
cos dere r so mani of them. n the most ex one is sotong gorgor..
ahas.den we can threatened her not to ill treat us. wahaha..
lols. tts all.. cyas (:

no homework (:

2007-02-26T16:55:00.000+08:00

yay.. today no homework.
and its quite a boring day too.
zz..so tired..i feel like playing games. lols.
but scared later get addicted to it again.
hahas. so sian. but its good cos can take a nap.
hahas.. tml got ndp training again..
duno whether to be happi or grieve about it. lols.
so diaos. aniwae.. i m going to orh orh soon. hahas. (: cyas

Friendship Pyramid

2007-02-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

Recently..i have been experiencing some friendship problems.
not alot. but at least.. a few. yep..
in a very "heck care" mood abt this.
is like. hu cares if they realli gossip about u.
if its in the past..i will be damn upset. but now..
i cant be bothered.jus lead ur own way of life.
wat others said is realli not important. its jus an opinion.
haiz.i m realli tired. it doesn come to an end.
even if u don provoke them. they will still come to u eventually.
so why not let go and don keep on putting it in ur mind?
it will onli make life more miserable.

me n bbjj comes up with this friendship pyramid! (:
hehes. cos we were like discussing how much we knew abt frenship.
and we invented this pyramid. hahas.
to show our understanding of it. lolshahas. how isit? lols. aniwae..
thats all for today. (: cya

eventful week

2007-02-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

yoohoo~ i m here!
hahas. a piece of good news.. i found my hmt TB!! wee~
two days ago actually. hahas. zheng lao shi suddenly pass me my bk during AS..
den say someone put it on her table. so coooll..
thank u to whoever hu help me pass to zheng lao shi (:
hehes.

yesterday. i got back my maths ct. so disappointed.
cos i failed by a few marks onli.
n some of my ans ARE correct. yet he said the working is wrong.
ridiculous. but some words of him is quite logical.
cant stand his teaching method. but anw..we r going to get a new teacher soon!
yay! after march hols. a few wk to now. cool men!
wee~ den after sch..or after ndp training..we went to check the board.
the award ceremony one. neo poh yan so good lahs.
top hmt. but her chinese realli good (:
grats to her. yep.
den for ndp training.. we miss the first part of it. on thurs one.
but we so called catch up frm celestine on todays training.. hahas.
though i don realli understand wat on earth she toking.
today np training i didn realli do much.
cos i skipped PT as usual. den footdrill do halfway ..
feel like going to vomit. so giddy. mayb becos i haven eat yet.
sobs. den in the end i didn do much.
yep. thats all. cyas~ (:

A visit to Old ford factory

2007-02-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.todae went to old ford factory.
its quite a nice place. lols. though its a little bored for me.
the documentary were quite ..informative? lols.
but some parts on the chopped-off head were super disgusting.
and the rotten body filled with mosquitoes. yucks.

lols. after that.. we went to rm (: hehes.
i shared a packet of large fries with joey lowie. hahas.
(: yummy. den.. some small little bad things happen.
lols. hahas. not exactly bad lahs.
mus look on the bright side (:
人生毕竟是痛苦的，何必要那么想不开呢？
so.. we mus always look on the bright side of life! (:

princess diary

2007-02-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

yo man (: hehes. jus watched princess diary.
its so wonderful. hahas. cant wait to watch the second movie of it.

lols. today is really fun. cos some of us were hyper active.
lols..haiz..i lost my hmt textbook.
): so upset. n i didn lose it on purpose. it jus vanished into thin air.
i cant find it in locker nor at home.
sobs. i miss my book. lols.
haiz. where on earth is my book? i rmb tt i have it with me.
but i jus cant find it. ): sobs. i m so careless.
i have been losing my stuffs since last yr for the duno how many time.
sobs. i hate it. i find myself jus like a sotong. so pissed.
grahz. everytime last minute den realise its gone.
AHhhHhHhHh.. i hate it!!!

HAPPY CNY~~

2007-02-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!
(: muacks~

Credits

2007-02-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

yay! finally.. after months..
new BLOGSKIN! (:
and the credits goes to.......
BBDJ--ViVienne!!
yay.. lols. nice right? cos its specially designed by bbdj ! (:
she's so talented. wee~
lols. of cos.. wang bu liao bbjj (:
the messenger. hahas. (:
i LOVE both of u!! muacks