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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
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I am so upset.. my parents still doesnt allows me to go out alone! I am already going to be a secondary student! Its very unfair! Cheryl today went to vivienne's house with some other ppl.. they went to swim at vivienne's house! cheryl asked me whether i wanted to go.i asked my parents and as usual ,give me lots of reasons! i really very fed up.. they say wat today will rain all this. But there isn a drop of rain anywhere now! then when i ask them abt going to watch the movie chicken little with cheryl and frenz, they also say see first.. then when i asked them further, they will say : "u very guo fen leh! first ask for swimming, then movie! i reallly cannot stand toking to u!"
see? but i did not go for both! so now who is the one who is very guo fen? i think i should be the one cannot stand toking to them! i really very irritated! i cant even go myself.. then they say wat u cannot expect me to go swimming with u rite... nobody ask them to follow me! i just want to go myself! why cannot! i go myself also got problem meh.. i learning to be independent! why are they depriving me of my freedom!? then when i tell them i just want to be independent, wat do they say? " you are not as strong as ur sis, if anything happen ,she can kick or box wateva.. then u ? will onli noe how to scream.." its not true wat.. i also can kick..blah blah... its unfair! i duno whether to hate them or wat.. i cannot hate them! they give birth to me.. and feed me ,provide a lot of things to me.. yet are so strict with me! I really cannot stand ! WHY WHY? SEC ONE NEXT YR! not next yr! its less than 5 weeks! why cant i still go out myself! with my frenz! i mean its safe..why why?! ahh.. i would rather they not give birth to me than depriving me of my freedom! i really cant stand it!!!grahz..!!!!!
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