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Thursday, March 29, 2007
dead ?
i feel so dead. i dont noe why.
but i'm feeling empty again.
i hate it. n i dont like it. whatever.
perhaps its the ug camp dats making me nervous.
or some other problems..
n it might be a combination of both.
haiz. i cant find the enuthusiasm in myself.
maybe the past experience of last yr's ug camp ..
has become a bad side i see frm it.
and its still so vividly etched in my mind.
its making me scared.
i dont wan to go. neither do i feel like i wan to participate.
but whatever the reason is..i dont feel like caring nor knowing anymore.
my heart is empty.......
Labels: emptiness
8:17 PM
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