Cr3aMie WoRLd~! (:

I am very confuse now. i got my results this afternoon and it wasn quite well. I cant go to cedar. so i cried a lot in sch. but when i got home, i immediately checked out all good schools. i think that was a wrong thing to do. coz now it is driving me crazy. i found quite a lot of good schs. but all either far, or many many reasons one. i found st magaret/. but its super far from my house. yet it is a good school. i decided to appeal for cedar. i mite go in.. but then i still need to find some more gd schs. haiz.. how? got so many choices.i really got headache le.. i think i better get some slp.. gd nite

12:34 AM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Sobs.. ?

I just noe tt the cut off point is for last yr one. the real one is based on the cohort. But i just feel a bit insecure. haiz.. the next blog i post will be either happy or sad. i am very troubled over two things. one is the psle result and the other is.. think tt person noes. I really understand wat she did for me these years and i am grateful. but i just dont like liars. if u were me, would u prefer honesty or lies? surely honesty rite.... i noe she got reasons. but some lies were really insulting though she doesnt noe. haiz.. who would like liars? nobody would. unless tt person is toot olreadi. honesty.. honesty.. where is it? i hate liars, yet i admit i did lie b4. its very common for ppl to lie. but not a lie tt will reali cause heart breaking..

6:32 PM

Ahh... ?

Tomolo is psle result day le... wat should i do? ahhh... damn scared. i dun even noe the time to go. the news say after 12 go also can.. tt makes me more confuse.. i tot should be everybody gather at the hall then they distribute the result. haiz... very confusing. i duno.. so scared. wat should i do? scream? yes.. good idea. AHHHHHHH.. haa.. i am mad again. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. crazy

12:04 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

3 more days ?

There is still 3 more days to result day and my fate is sealed. i am very scared about it. I cant wait for tt day to come and i also want tt day to come slower. i am very confused. I reali scared i cannot go to the sch i wan. i kept dreaming abt my results this few day. And i beginning to feel more tired and exhausted than i am during school . Now is the starting of hols onli .. haiz... i reali very scared. will i be able to go to the sch i wan? even if i score just enuf to go , there mite not be enough places. so i must reali score higher than tt. haiz... after getting my result i will still hav to wait another mth to noe the sch i am posted to. haiz.. reali very scared.cant even hav a good sleep..

6:34 PM