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Friday, July 21, 2006
why mus things always happen this way??=( ?
i m so dissappointed ,so sad, feeling lost as usual. why isit tt i m the one who is always left out? everyone seems to get further away from me.. i feel tt i m so lonely... why does ppl always tease me? why mus they treat me like this? even when i m in wushu or "tuition", i m always being left out. even in school! jus becoz i m diff from them. why mus they treat me like this? i dun like to be left out! i hate loneliness! loneliness is the worst feeling u will ever wan to get. but why do i have tt kind of feeling? everybody beside me, where are u? why muz u do this to me? i m so lost and lonely! why muz i always get tt feeling? why cant i be happy leading normal life? why? WHY? i sometimes really hate to be in this world. nth is fair in this world. no matter how hard or good u try to be... its unfair! i m so sad......... my heart seems to be breaking into pieces. i hate this kind of life!! i really wish i would get into a sleep and nvr wake up again.............
8:31 PM
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